Ham Fisted

Yeah
I made a promise to love myself
but somehow I don't think I'm gonna make it
Yeah
Is that me behind the screen?
I see some shapes but I can't see any faces
An ego might not be so bad
It could be something I should have
I can't make my mind up
Help me with this while I grip this
I made a promise to myself
but I think I need some help
If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me?
And maybe I'd be something you could stand
Yeah
I made a promise to love myself
I think this could be good for you as well me
Yeah
I know I'm not much fun
The joke I have become doesn't make you laugh
An ego might not be so bad
It could be something I should have
I can't make my mind up
Help me with this while I grip this
I made a promise to myself
but I think I need some help
If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me?
And maybe I'd be something you could stand
Here comes the doubt again (x3)
Here come the doubt
Here comes the doubt again (x3)
Here comes the doubt (x4)
An ego might not be so bad
It could be something I should have
I can't make my mind up
Help me with this while I grip this
I made a promise to myself
but I think I need some help
If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me?
An ego might not be so bad
It could be something I should have
I can't make my mind up
Help me with this while I grip this
I made a promise to myself
but I think I need some help
If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me?
And maybe I'd be something you could stand

Writing what you say and saying it all back to you
"Mayonnaise and Malaise to go"
The catcher in the rye caught a catch 22
"Mayonnaise and Malaise to go"
Keep it at a pace, my life is like a crawl to me
"Mayonnaise and Malaise to go"
Catatonic face, I'm marking time randomly
Mayonnaise and Malaise to go (x5)
Dull and null and void and all my best instincts stink
"Mayonnaise and Malaise to go"
They pay me by the hour and I don't even have to think
"Mayonnaise and Malaise to go"
Charismatic bore and I don't wanna work no more
"Mayonnaise and Malaise to go"
I'm gonna kill the next customer who walks in the door
Mayonnaise and Malaise to go (x5)
It's really something to be twenty-nothing
I feel my place is so secure
A culture spot that I have got
So glad to be unsure
We've passed our prime in record time
I never thought we'd fall so low
We've come this far to sell your cars
I want all my unease to go
It's really something to be twenty-nothing
I feel my place is so secure
A culture spot that I have got
So glad to be unsure
I've come to resent what I represent
I'd like to smack that smile off your face
But for my angst I must say thanks
So good to be put in my place
Mayonnaise and Malaise to go (x7)
Punk Rock Car (x8)

I used, I used her right (x3)
Oh, yeah
I used, I used her right (x3)
Oh, yeah
Don't you give me no
Don't you give me no shit
Don't you give me no
Don't you give me no shit
I used, I used her right (x3)
Oh, yeah
I broke her open wide (x3)
Oh, yeah
Don't you give me no
Don't you give me no shit
Don't you give me no
Don't you give me no shit
I used, I used her right (x2)
Oh, yeah
Digging down deep in my conscience
Digging up something
Something nasty and white
Break wide down the
Down the middle and hard
I'll tear away what I came for
I used, I used her right (x2)
Oh, yeah
I used, I used her right (x2)
Oh, yeah

I never said now (x8)
I never said I wouldn't lie to you
I never said that what I said was true
I never said I wouldn't lie to you
I never said that what I said was true
Real strong now- Manipulated (x3) Real strong now
Real strong now
I never said now (x3)
Why don't you sit down?
I never said now (x4)
I never said I wouldn't lie to you
I never said that what I said was true
I never said I wouldn't lie to you
I never said that what I said was true
Real strong now- Manipulated (x3)
Real strong now
Real strong now
Real strong now- Manipulated (x3)
Real strong now
Real strong now
I never said now (x8)
I never said I wouldn't lie to you
I never said that what I said was true
I never said that what I said was true
Real strong now- Manipulated (x3)
Real strong now
Real strong now
Real strong now- Manipulated (x3)
Real strong now
Real strong now
I never said I wouldn't lie to you (x8)

You pin me down
You box my ears
I'll get you back
Motherfuck
I'm no baby
I'm no baby
I've made a meal
The first course is crow
Choke it down
'Cause you suck
I'm no baby
I'm no baby
You never said smart was your strong trait
But smart never seemed to be a trait at all
And I never wanted to see you go down
But I must admit that I'd like to see you
Fall right back into your tar trap
And bend your back until it fucking snaps
And I never wanted to hurt you that bad
But I must admit that I'd like to see you fall
You pin me down
You box my ears
I'll get you back
Motherfuck
I'm no baby
I'm no baby
I've made a meal
The first course is crow
Choke it down
Because you suck
I'm no baby
I'm no baby
You never said smart was your strong trait
But smart never seemed to be a trait at all
And I never wanted to see you go down
But I must admit that I'd like to see you
Fall right back into your tar trap
And bend your back until it fucking snaps
And I never wanted to hurt you that bad
But I must admit that I'd like to see you fall
La la (x7)
Yeah
You pin me down
You box my ears
I'll get you back
Motherfuck
You pin me down
You box my ears
I'll get you back
Motherfuck
You pin me down
You box my ears
I'll get you back
Motherfuck
You pin me down
You box my ears
I'll get you back
Motherfuck

I believe in someone
I believe in someone
You change my mind all the time
The only one I know
I know it's kind of sudden
But I believe in someone
I couldn't say how this would play
I've made my purpose clear
I believe in someone (x3)
I believe in ones I love
I've never been this naked
I don't think I could fake it
It's as I've feared
I don't feel scared
I'd trick you if I did
Can I tell you something?
That I believe in someone
That someone's you, and I'd tell the truth
But you've never asked me to
I believe in someone (x3)
I believe in ones I love
The ones I love (x3)
I believe in someone (x3)
I believe in ones I love
The ones I love (x3)
I believe in someone
I believe in someone

Fucked up, drunk and stoned
Every choice has a no
Speech slurred, I called you again
You're not even my friend
I did it again (x4)
Choked up, I gotta go
Every choice has a no
I'm broke, I don't belong
They're raping my favorite song
And every time I wake up I feel sad
I dream about the things I used to have
And how did I get into this?
I'm tied to it (x4)
Teased up high hair disgust
No sex, a natural distrust
I don't care you can't get through
I dig hating you
I did it again (x4)
Drink it up
I'm pissed off
I'm a hack, you're a smoker's cough
I'd like to fuck, but you're too dumb
Gee, it's great being single and young
And every time I try to talk to you
I know there's something else you'd rather do
And how did I get into this?
I'm tied to it (x4)
And every time I wake up bruised
I know that my brain's not in use
And every time when things are great
I don't know why I detonate
I'm tied to it
I did it again (x4)
And every time I wake up bruised
I know that my brain's not in use
And every time when things are great
I don't know why I detonate
I'm tied to it (x13)

Sorry to crash your party
But I just couldn't wait for an invitation
And I know damn well that you never sent one
But you can't kick me out 'cause I live here, too
And I'm the life of the goddamn party that you threw
Hangin' out with a bunch of brats
I know you like that you know where it's at
But you don't
I understand why you guys are so mad
I wasn't picked to be part of your plan
But oh well
Sorry to crash your party
But I just couldn't wait for an invitation
And I know damn well that you never sent one
But you can't kick me out 'cause I live here, too
And I'm the life of the goddamn party that you threw
Threw (x8)
Hangin' out with a bunch of brats
I know you like that you know where it's at
But you don't
I understand why you guys are so mad
I wasn't picked to be part of your plan
But oh well
Hangin' out with a bunch of brats
I know you like that you know where it's at
But you don't
I understand why you guys are so mad
I wasn't picked to be part of your plan
But oh well
Hangin' out with a bunch of brats
I know you like that you know where it's at
But you don't
I understand why you guys are so mad
I wasn't picked to be part of your plan
But oh well
Oh well
Oh well
I'm fuckin' starving

You
You're not asking questions that I don't have answers for
You're not asking questions that I don't have answers for
You're hard to fool
But not too hard to do
You played it cool
But cool can get you screwed
And I'm way too fucked up on that to allow myself a way
To get back
You
You're not taking actions for responsibilities
You're not taking actions for responsibilities
And these are only words
And, yeah, they are yours
And you knew that of course
But we have tricky words
And I'm way too fucked up on that to allow myself a way
To get back (x5)
To get
You
You were throwing caution to what you were pissin' in
You were throwing caution to what you were pissin' in
Pissin' in the wind
And that's the shape I'm in
I took that on the chin
The circle's closing in
And you don't have to grin
Or give my world a spin
And I don't want to win
I just want to begin
And I'm way too fucked up on that to allow myself a way
To get back (x9)

No (x8)
I'll cut you in a minute
You know you should admit it
Oh yeah
No (x8)
I'll cut you in a minute
You know you should admit it
Oh yeah
No (x8)
I'll cut you in a minute
You know you should admit it
Oh yeah
No (x8)
There's no turning back
I guess that you knew that
My eyes are turning black and my brain is getting fat
I'm staring at some ants that are swimming in shellac
I won't do this again
No (x38)
I'll cut you in a minute
You know you should admit it
Oh yeah
No (x8)
I'll cut you in a minute
You know you should admit it
Oh yeah
No (x8)
I'll cut you in a minute
You know you should admit it
Oh yeah
No (x8)
Here I go again
I should be among friends
I'll let you know when I start to feel a nerve end
That should be around ten
So just shut up until then
Soaked in glow stick juice
No (x100 plus)